I WANNA BE SELFISH, JUST THIS ONCE.

Taking a risk isn't always about diving into a situation. It's also a risk not to dive. One risks not knowing what could be. However, I find myself making wrong decisions whenever I decide to dive into situations. Following my heart led me to do things, while not wrong, would have been better executed differently.

I know deep inside, I still want to take a chance. I still want to see where such decision will lead us, or maybe just me. It is obvious that odds are against me. We cannot be. Because he is tied in a world so different from mine. He's a rockstar in his own right. I'm just another girl, like many others, who'd kill to be the one who to prove he deserve to be taken care of.

I guess I'm over-thinking again. I'm thinking way ahead and waaaay beyond reality. So I will take the risk of running away. Maybe running away will make me better. I wouldn't know. It's my first time to run away. All I know is that I must choose for myself, and not because of temporary fancy. I don't know where this will take me but my guess is it's somewhere without him.

And my other guess... I'm okay. :)

You have no idea how much I want...

to be with you.

♥

Ang bonggang sales talk

Fa and I were checking the bazaars in Eastwood when we stopped by one stall selling beauty products.

Ate sales lady: Hi Ma'am try niyo po sunblock namin. Gawa po sa katas ng kamias.

*squeezes a small amount on my left hand and rubs it*

Ate: Ma'am compare niyo po sa isang kamay niyo. Pumuti po!

Me: Organic ba yan?

Ate: Opo, best seller rin po namin toh.

Fa joined me at the booth.

Me: Mare, try mo toh. Sunblock na galing sa katas ng kamias.

*Ate repeated the same demo on Fa.*

Me and Fa talking: 'Ang bango ha!'

Ate continued her sales talk: Ma'am may soaps rin po kami. Ito po *shows black soap* sinusupply namin sa ABS-CBN, sa talents ni Boy Abunda. Tapos na TV na rin po kami ma'am! Kilala niyo si Gretchen Fullido? Bumili rin po siya nito. Na feature na rin kami sa show niya.

Fa and I looked at each other.

Me: Aaaah, Gretchen Fullido?

Sabay alis sa booth.

HAHAHA

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GOTTA LOVE KALOKA MOMENTS WITH FA. :))

♥

You know it's for keeps when your friend drops you off some place, and then when you change your mind and tell her you're dying and you wanna leave, she comes back for you even if she's on her way home already.

I love you mare! If you didn't come back and listen to me for 5 minutes, that night would have been a disaster.

Just another drive home.

Farrah and I were driving along Katipunan. I was telling her about my crazy craving for Moon Leaf milk tea and she said something like...

Mare, ang puso, parang tiyan. Kumain ka man ng sandamakmak ng siopao, kung siomai naman ang gusto, eh never masa-satisfy.

Her statement didn't have any of the siomai-siopao banat, I just stated it that way to make it clearer. haha

TRUE THOUGH. Be it puso or tiyan.