I wish :)

Mother Oprah (lakas maka mother! haha) once said that the biggest adventure you can take it to live the life of your dreams. So let me share mine.

1. I wanna wrap gifts all year! If Santa Claus's branch here in the Philippines has a vacancy, I'd definitely take it. Seriously, I'd take 'taga wrap ng gifts' for a job. If you hate wrapping gifts, I promise, you can afford me! hehe

2. I'd like to put up a cute cafe. Think afternoon coffee and a book. And before you know it, the sun has set, it's time for dinner and I'll serve you a bowl of my mom's awesome mushroom soup and a plate of cheesy gooey meaty lasagna.

3. I also want a multi-use gallery. Something like Mag.Net. I know how hard it is to make music and, it's harder to share it. My brother was part of a band in high school. I have artist friends (painters, photogs, musicians) and I really believe they need all the support they can get especially when they're just starting out. There's too much crap in the mainstream so we, in the "purist/ quality over money" crowd should stick together. Plus I get to hang out with creative people. They're a different crowd, in a good way. :)

4. I love comfortable shoes. And it doesn't hurt that the shoes are pretty too. So let me put them together and produce my own brand of shoes! I want my shoe makers to be like family. I also want to build a school where the kids of my employees would attend. Pretty much like a social enterprise. This won't be happening soon though as I do not have enough money to quit my job and start my brand yet.

5. I want to travel! I dream of frolicking around Europe. Taking the train to different countries, and meeting awesome people along the way. Oha, lakas maka Eat, Pray, Love noh? Basta ganun! But I still need to learn and experience a lot of things because for one, I am not comfortable at the thought of traveling alone, let alone traveling to a foreign country. My biggest (travel) fear is not to be able to communicate properly. May nalalaman pa akong frolicking in Europe, eh Bonjour lang ang kaya kong sabihin. Jusme! haha

So here are my dreams! Help me out, will ya?

*all plans are subject to change. Everything's a work in progress. :)

Bad Dream

I tweeted about what happened to me last night. I had a really bad dream which involved a death of a family member. I cried in the dream. I cried so hard. It was something like we could have prevented the death but that family member opted to die. So I cried and cried soooo haaard. I was half conscious but the dream kept playing in my head. I knew I had to wake up but I also wanted to shut my eyes a little longer to find out what will happen. But I just kept crying.

I forced my eyes to open, then I prayed. This time I really cried sooo hard. I begged God to not let that dream happen. I wanted him to convince me it was only a dream. That we shouldn't take dreams literally. I stopped crying but I couldn't sleep. I was afraid that the dream would continue. So I prayed again. I asked God to put me to sleep.

He did. This time my dream was something I am too shy to divulge here. But it did involve two men. NO, IT WASN'T A THREESOME. hahaha It wasn't a steamy dream okay? Bastaaa.

When i got up around 9:30 am, I immediately opened my laptop to research on the meaning of my dream. Apparently, a death in your dream means an end of a cycle- meaning something is finally over.

And my second dream...the translation is "Joyous participation in life. Movement as transcendence. Success in love. Big prosperity. Change for the better." AND "Exposed. Vulnerable. Loss of ambitions."

I'm not so sure but I am looking forward to whatever that second dream is telling me, except the last part.

CRAZY!

This morning I woke up from a crazy dream. As in crazy in a morbid and weird way. I can't give the exact details because I can't really remember the whole story. It's also crazy because it involves a crazy cast- as in a showbiz love team and some of my elementary, high school and college friends. I won't drop the names but the dream goes something like... 

There was a huge crowd and then nagkagulo (pretty much like when dementors attacked Hogwarts haha), then a lot of people were found hanging dead *ooops, told you it's morbid*. I was with the showbiz guy, we trailed the lane of the hanging corpses and we found the showbiz girl among the corpses. *EEEEK!* Eto nakakatawa, I was the one crying because the showbiz girl was gone and the guy was the one who comforted me. As in mega iyak. This is weird because this love team used to be a couple in real life. Anyhooo, so the dream transitioned to a beautiful old church whose garden had Christmas lights (so I guess it was Christmas in the dream hehe)...And then there I saw my elementary and high school friends. It was just a hi-hello moment and then I found myself in the company of my college friends. I remember our house in Iloilo being a part the dream. But it looked different- more white walls and white lights, very modern interiors. Although I was sure that was our house. haha

See? Crazy diba? I don't want another crazy dream tonight. I like dreams though! hehe So I wish tonight it'll be a kilig one, or a funny one. Basta wag morbid! haha

Have a great sleep everyone! :)