Sunday, May 25, 2008

I dreamt of us...

Exploring Sagada


Lulling in Boracay


Vacationing in Sydney


Walking under the rain


But I guess right now, I'd have to do it alone.

Alam niyo yung feeling na nalulungkot ka pag naiisip mo? Pero pag marami kang ginagawa, hindi mo rin naman naiisip? Yun yon. haha

This isn't the stereotypical hurting drama. Not a tear here, nor a tantrum there. Just some 'panghihinayang' on the good times we've had. I am not totally letting go. Because sometimes I feel there's nothing to let go of in the first place. But whatever we had, it's gonna have to take a backseat until you realize that the people you took for granted are the ones who will stay when the cool dudes have left. And for now, we are gonna take on the world in our happiest state. Happy because I do not need to watch after you. I do not have to constantly ask if you're okay. I do not have to defend you to people who misunderstand you. Because maybe they perfectly understand. I do not have to be the friend that I am to you at the moment. I will be dormant and will coexist harmoniously with the world.

Ask yourself, M.C., are you happy? Coz my friends and I are happy with each other's company and I doubt they'd want to be with you.

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This is part of the therapy so forgive the bitch factor. hehehe :)

3 comments:

Emm Enriquez said...

Hmmm... Controversial M.C.

Since you're undergoing therapy and I bet it must be soon to end, so some chika sis!!!

And yes, I can't wait for Gossip Girl 2!!! Golly, I finished the season (downloading and watching) till 5 this morning! Exaaage.

Adz Garcia said...

WOW! So you're finally done with Gossip girl? Kewl. At least now we can recall the eppisodes all we want. yay!

Hahahahaha chika... Let's see how this therapy chuva ek goes. haha

Emm Enriquez said...

I so love the Blair-Georgina scene!

Haven't you heard? I'm the crazy bitch around here.

And oh, even the ending was really cool.

Anyway, you owe us chika.