Maybe late but not quite

For the past weeks I have never really understood the gushing and raving of my friends about this certain Edward. Eventually I decided to give myself the chance to get to know him. I borrowed Twilight from Vincent. I read the book in two afternoons only! Yes, afternoons because I wake up at 12 noon already. haha

I wasn't even halfway (somewhere in page 180++) and I'm already getting fuzzy inside. Until I reached the super kilig parts, damn I couldn't let go of the book. It's 4 in the morning and I felt like reading it pa rin. But I eventually stopped, thought I needed rest because I'm still sick. And of course, I need to save some kilig moments for the next day.

Sunday noon I ate my oatmeal (my taste buds aren't in the best condition yet so might as well eat something not so tasty) and then bathed. After that I already continued reading. I felt sad to pause since I had to hear mass. During mass I couldn't wait to leave and get back to the book. (Sorry Papa God.) I couldn't take Edward off my thoughts.

And now that I've finished Twilight I am gushing at the level that my friends gushed, just a few weeks ago.




Now I want my own Edward. It's true, what Dianne said about male standards getting quite high after reading the book. Yes, I'd rather have a vampire for a boyfriend than a man who's not half the person Edward is. This Edward is amazing he dazzles me.

"You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever."

"If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it."

"Look, I love you more than anything else in the world combined. Isn't that enough?" "Yes, it is enough, Enough for forever."

Someone who won't leave when you ask him to stay. Someone who comes before you know you're in trouble. Someone who'd risk himself just to be with you. Someone who's mere existence makes you wobbly. Someone who never fails to take your breath away- literally. I die every time I read these stuff. Now I'll be watching for these symptoms. Maybe then, I have just faced the vampire meant for me.