Hey there Good Change

Hey, I appreciate you waking up to greet me at midnight. I know you're not an evening person. You love to sleep at any time of the day and you'd sleep early at night also. But waking up to greet me means a lot and I want to thank you for that. 

Hey, I know we've been through a lot. We've shared so much in so little time. You make me smile like there's nothing wrong. You make me feel like I'm the best person you know.

Hey, now I'm older and wiser, and I have to act like one. I'll let things flow. I just want to let you go. Not that you were mine in the first place. Point is I don't want to make it seem like you mean the world to me. Because it shouldn't be that way. 

But hey, don't feel so bad. You can always knock when you want to. When you need a reason to smile, I have reasons lined up for you. Ask for it okay?

Hey, I'M LETTING GO NOW. 

         I'M LETTING GO.

Please make it easy. Or you can just give me a reason to stay.

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Did you ever make that decision to shut someone out of your life because it's not the right thing? Like...maybe you're happier than he is. Or maybe you're not on the same plane- if you know what I mean. Or maybe you just want to avoid further complications?

 I just want to keep my sanity and do the right thing. But I don't want to lose my happiness.

But oh well, not all the right things lead to happy things. In time, maybe this is an exception.