Bad Dream

I tweeted about what happened to me last night. I had a really bad dream which involved a death of a family member. I cried in the dream. I cried so hard. It was something like we could have prevented the death but that family member opted to die. So I cried and cried soooo haaard. I was half conscious but the dream kept playing in my head. I knew I had to wake up but I also wanted to shut my eyes a little longer to find out what will happen. But I just kept crying.

I forced my eyes to open, then I prayed. This time I really cried sooo hard. I begged God to not let that dream happen. I wanted him to convince me it was only a dream. That we shouldn't take dreams literally. I stopped crying but I couldn't sleep. I was afraid that the dream would continue. So I prayed again. I asked God to put me to sleep.

He did. This time my dream was something I am too shy to divulge here. But it did involve two men. NO, IT WASN'T A THREESOME. hahaha It wasn't a steamy dream okay? Bastaaa.

When i got up around 9:30 am, I immediately opened my laptop to research on the meaning of my dream. Apparently, a death in your dream means an end of a cycle- meaning something is finally over.

And my second dream...the translation is "Joyous participation in life. Movement as transcendence. Success in love. Big prosperity. Change for the better." AND "Exposed. Vulnerable. Loss of ambitions."

I'm not so sure but I am looking forward to whatever that second dream is telling me, except the last part.