Thursday, June 03, 2010

LITTLE THOUGHTS SCREAMING IN MY HEAD


What I really want to do is to travel, *** and make people happy. I can't bring myself to say the second one because I do not have the guts to declare to the world it's what I'd like to do.

An alternative to that would be have successful businesses, help other people better their lives, support up and coming artists in their craft and travel the world.

I guess traveling is the common denominator here. Never mind if I have to sit in the plane for 18 hours, skip a bath or something like that. Nothing compares to seeing the big and beautiful world out there.

London

Sometimes I wish my grandparents were suuuper rich that my family and even my grandkids could live on inheritance and did not need to work. That way we can just be busy planning our next destination. These people do exist! But I'm not one of them. I know people who never had to work to afford the luxe life. I have a classmate whose mom lived on inheritance. And most probably she will too. What I like about her is she's nice to me. She's nice to everybody. She never bragged a about it. I just, well, heard through the grapevine.

India (photo of the Taj Mahal from Jego Bolinao)

Anyway, so what I really want to do... I guess I'm waiting for a door to open. It's not that I'm not running after my dreams. I just don't know where to start. I don't know which one I'll do first. So I sit and wait. I let plans for me unfold while I figure out my own plans. Besides, I have no means. I cannot afford to leave and come back when I want to. We don't grow money trees. But once I have the means and the plan, maybe when they're clear enough, I can muster enough guts to ask for a break and do what I want to do.

Paris

In hindsight, maybe I'm busy making other people's dreams come true? UGH. I need social contact! Silence is driving me crazy!!!

London and Paris photos from Google.

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