Can I just say?

My gay crush is apparently not gay and I'm so happy for him because he's in love again. I love him in a way that I don't want to marry him. I'm so fond of him and I'm happy he's my friend. I just can't believe I once liked him, then concluded he's gay so, channeling Samantha Jones from SATC 1 I filed him in gay crush files and now I have to take him out and move him to my male crush files. haha nothing. Just wanna write this memory down.