Notes to self

I actually really mean notes to self. Skip this nalang! :)

28 November 2014

Balcony hohol with Berns and Carmela over a bottle of pale pilsen, a can of San Mig light, and a slice of Starbucks chocolate crepe cake. Not sure if the beers and the cake match pretty well or we were just hungry.

Berns called me his ball of sunshine. Carmela agreed. I wanted to cry because it was the first time my 'goal' was verbally affirmed. But all I could say was thank you. Thank you that they noticed. Thank you kasi nararamdaman naman pala. 

Posting it here because I don't want to forget. Because I want to be reminded whenever I doubt myself.


6 December 2014

I've been so distracted the past few weeks. All I could think of was sending the perfect gifts to our customers. I have so many more gifts to buy on top of all the office work to do before the year ends.

I just got back from a week of chaperoning my mom in Iloilo while my Dad was at a work trip in Pagadian with my kuya.

Heard anticipated mass today. Second Sunday of Advent. Because I've been distracted lately, I prayed for forgiveness. And strength, and guidance so I can focus on the last few weeks of work before the office Christmas break. I wanted to find or hear the word JUSTICE to tell me the distraction is okay. It's a thing I do when I want a sign but not really. I pick a word and if I encounter it within the day, that's my pseudo-sign.

I didn't see or hear 'justice' today. But at mass the reading was Mark 1:1-8. MARK 118. Gets mo, self? GETS. This is crystal.

Again, posting this to remind myself something. :)